L I F E

What is there to do when I can’t move forward with you?
What is there to do when I don’t feel strong?

I can’t keep living like this.
Knowing that the end will come;
Maybe I was always right.
I will forever be alone.

Have those three words ever been true for me?
Have I ever even meant them for you?

Are my struggles within the cause of all this mess?
Will I ever heal enough to know that I can truly love someone tenderly and whole hearted?
Will I ever feel what love is?
I don’t think I’ve ever felt that way..

I have no where else to spill my feelings but on here. My life is becoming so toxic, so unlivable. I want privacy but its harder to get than I thought. I thought I’d be safe, and free to express my thoughts and feelings, but should I feel offended, or stalked, that my boyfriend subscribed to my tweets, or that he’s subscribed to me on Facebook. How does someone even subscribe to someone on twitter? How is that possible. Does this mean he doesn’t trust me?